You know what...I am in a funk:P Did you have a crappy day on Monday? Everyone I know had a crappy day on Monday (I did). Thing is, I know exactly why I am in a funk. I don't know if that makes it better, or worse.
It's not because I'm sick, and my back hurts, and I have laryngitis (I get one day of sexy Demi Moore voice, then it's just squeaks). I have almost completely stopped watching the news. I can't take anymore economy in the toilet news. It just bums me out:P The auto industry, bailouts, blech...I don't even want to get into it. That probably adds to my funk, but it's not the cause of my funk. I try not to make my blog a dumping ground, but I feel totally fake if I don't address the fact that I'm in a funk.
Why is Warden in a funk? Drumroll please...................I want more. What I mean by that is, I want to do more. I learned Illustrator, I know Photoshop, I just want to do more with it. Stupid thing is, I know I am not explaining this right at all. Why isn't wrangling kiddos every day enough for me? It is totally and completely a full time job! Yet, here I am in a funk because I want to turn my little blog design/illustration business into something more. I want to know more Illustrator, I want to do more with it. Does that make sense? I am doing some self therapy with this post...
Crazier than that, I know exactly where this came from. I had little pangs of this...Then I went to the Bro's studio to edit my commercial, and I got program envy. I really have searched my soul on this one...it is not jealousy. I just feel like I have so much potential at my fingertips, and I just don't know how to use it. Maybe I'm just crazy...Does any of this make sense? Tap, tap, tap...is this thing on? I think I'm just crazy...
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It's not because I'm sick, and my back hurts, and I have laryngitis (I get one day of sexy Demi Moore voice, then it's just squeaks). I have almost completely stopped watching the news. I can't take anymore economy in the toilet news. It just bums me out:P The auto industry, bailouts, blech...I don't even want to get into it. That probably adds to my funk, but it's not the cause of my funk. I try not to make my blog a dumping ground, but I feel totally fake if I don't address the fact that I'm in a funk.
Why is Warden in a funk? Drumroll please...................I want more. What I mean by that is, I want to do more. I learned Illustrator, I know Photoshop, I just want to do more with it. Stupid thing is, I know I am not explaining this right at all. Why isn't wrangling kiddos every day enough for me? It is totally and completely a full time job! Yet, here I am in a funk because I want to turn my little blog design/illustration business into something more. I want to know more Illustrator, I want to do more with it. Does that make sense? I am doing some self therapy with this post...
Crazier than that, I know exactly where this came from. I had little pangs of this...Then I went to the Bro's studio to edit my commercial, and I got program envy. I really have searched my soul on this one...it is not jealousy. I just feel like I have so much potential at my fingertips, and I just don't know how to use it. Maybe I'm just crazy...Does any of this make sense? Tap, tap, tap...is this thing on? I think I'm just crazy...
